"I do want your happiness. But the absence of fighting or hatred or desire also means the opposites do not exist either. No joy, no communion, no love. Only where there is disillusionment and depression and sorrow does happiness arise; without the despair of loss, there is no hope."
- Haruki Murakami, Hard-Boiled Wonderland & The End of The World (via whyallcaps)
"Successful people know the difference between patience & procrastination."
- TheDailyPositive.com (via thedailypozitive)
Totally cant sleep
<b> </b> So its super late and of course I cant sleep just laying down thinking reminiscing. Gosh I was thinking about how miserable I was during high school so depressed. And doing anything to feel something just anything from pain to love. Just about every night I'd taking a heavy dose of Nightquil just to sleep, waking up sick from the extreme amount of shit I swolled the previous night. But now life is completly different. I not longer battle with depression. Im now in the coast Guard and a studying surgeon and making good money just doing what I love and don't have a care in the world. Found my happiness.<p>